What is happening? There is a run tomorrow and I am running my ass out with the Brits, not that I don't enjoy it but I am just not use to the enthusiasm that they have. The fact that they want to put in more effort to improve, not being afraid of having a sore muscle on the run the next day. This is not new but I feel that I am still not getting use to it, still feeling a little bit of a culture shock. But all it does is to make me stronger, so no harm done I guess, not like I was hanging out, I was actually feeling quite good. Maybe I am just getting use to the change in culture I guess.

Thursday! Ms Yang has not replied, the boys are going out on a lash. What am I suppose to do? Go on a lash and get wasted on a Thursday night right before Ex Druids Ridge? I am lost, must I really do this to fit in? I would rather just have a day off, go to the gym, go shop around London and then be back. Hmm..

Dear, I have a confession to make. Don't know why we did not discuss this but I think that its a little bit difficult at times. I think we did touch and go on this topic, just like I feel that I am too competitive and I am tired of being competitive, having to represent Singapore and the need to do Singapore proud, I feel that I am not enjoying myself as much as I want to. I find it a little stifling at times, I am sure I told you this before, I feel like I speak to you more in few hours than I do for a week here. At times, I just want to complain, but I just don't know who to go to. I do miss you a lot, especially during the weekends. I know you are having a camp now, so don't worry, reply me when you are free ok? I feel better typing all these out! Thanks:)